On Motherhood – One Month Postpartum with Baby #4
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Six weeks have officially come and gone since my little Isaac was born. I look down at this baby boy. His blue eyes look into mine imploringly, taking in everything in his new world. It’s amazing how much your life can change in six weeks. It’s happened with each of my babies. After they are here safely in my arms I can’t remember what life was like without them. Isaac is the sixth person in our family, and he is the little piece that fits perfectly.
I’ve spent many of my days snuggling him close. Taking in that baby scent and covering him with kisses. I’ve held his little body and felt the skin that is so soft. One of my favorite things to do as a new mama is lay his head on my chest and rest my cheek on top of his soft, downy hair.
He’s had some run of the mill evening cry sessions. I don’t remember my other babies doing it as much as Isaac, but it’s gotten better much to my relief. Hearing my babies cry pains me. He sleeps okay, but does have a little reflux that wakes him frequently and scares me when he chokes.
I’ve been blessed to nurse him. Three out of four of my children have been breastfed. It comes naturally to me at this point, but I had to remind myself that little Isaac is new at it, so it’s understandable that he has had to adjust to it. My letdown was too fast for him, but both my supply and his ability to nurse are evening out.
My third little baby has had the biggest adjustment to his new little brother. He can’t stand it when mama has to nurse the baby when he wants mama all to himself. I’m praying that things get better soon and eventually they will be the best of buddies. He does love to hold him and give him kisses at least!
My older two kids have been great helpers. They bring diapers and ask to hold him. We have gotten back to homeschooling and even started back to co-op recently. Life with four littles is crazy, exhausting, and sometimes frustrating, but I am convinced it is the best time of my life. We have a lot of fun together and I know I will miss these days when they are gone. These little people and their daddy are my world!
Little Isaac is so sweet, and I can understand #3’s frustration with missing his mama’s attention. Enjoy every moment, hectic as they are, because they pass so fast and before you know it are where I am today – my oldest turns 19 today! Where did time go? Bless you and your sweet family today 🙂
Thank you so much, MM. Time does fly! Happy belated birthday to your oldest!
What a beautiful post, you have a gorgeous family. Thankyou for sharing your experiences. i am due with my 4th baby december 23rd, and i found your post at the right time. ive been doubting my ability to manage this many, i have a 7 yr old, 5 yr old and 3yr old. my 3 year old is very needy still sleeps in my bed and im worried about him getting jealous. I stress about how we will afford this new addition with one income which isnt even always reliable and i only have a small car and need to drive everywhere, according to our laws my 7 year old can be in the front in a booster when all back seats are occupied but there will be no room for hubby. i will continue to read more of your posts for motivation and inspiration. I love that you home school? what made you decide to do this?. in Australia i don’t here much about home schooling .
Hi, Lauren. First, thank you so much for your lovely comments. That means so much to me! Second, I want you to know you’re not alone! My two year old still sleeps in my bed. He has had some jealousy issues, but we are working through it all. I do have to be very careful and never leave him alone with the baby. He loves him, but he’s less than gentle with him. I have been there with one income that is not reliable. I have had faith in God, and he has always seen us through even when it seemed like we wouldn’t make it. We did manage to save up money to buy a minivan with cash. It’s a 2001 model, so very old, but thankfully it hasn’t had any major issues and I’ve been driving it almost 3 years. I don’t know anything about homeschooling in Australia. I really should write an entire post about why we homeschool. It’s a combination of poor school choices, wanting to teach our children a faith based curriculum, and wanting them to actually love learning. Let me know if you have anymore questions!